I have tried my utmost not to keep track of how far I am, all I am keeping track of is my 20 week scan in January. My symptoms are very mild at this stage. My morning sickness is completely gone now but I am very emotional and uncomfortable these days. I have become the type of person that wants to stay home, there's no place like home right? I feel physically comfortable in the morning and increasingly uncomfortable during the course of the day. I have washed all my baby clothes out just need to do the blankets. I am extremely tired and suffer from hectic headaches these days. Iron tablets are not helping much. My appetite is still gone and I have no cravings yet. I can feel my baby move around which is exciting. I want to start making a point of weighing myself regularly. I watching a birthing movie I broke into a sweat at the sight of a baby coming out. It looked evil and demonic so I will not be watching it in a mirror or having anybody film it. My son watched a small part of it as well as I can never keep him away from me long enough to watch it finish. He is so attached to me now that I am pregnant, it gets annoying actually. The crying and the crying out MOMMY! the whole time. Corbynne says he also has a baby in his tummy and he is gonna pee it out through his tollie. Whenever I go pee then he asks me if I'm gonna go pee my baby out. The other day I went to the dr and he asked me is the dr going to take the baby out. Well he has the right train of thought so rather that than lying to him about silly monkeys on a mountain or a mythical stork than outs baby's on your doorstep.
I am wondering a lot about when the baby is born, I would like more time at home with the kids but I might not be granted that as I am a single mother and I need to start job hunting again very soon. As much as my 3 year old drives me up the wall I love the little monster with all my heart.
What has caught my eye the last few weeks is how judgemental the people around me are about parenting skills, even people that has NEVER EVER had their own children. Everybody becomes a critic it seems. So that has kept me very entertained. Will keep this updated.
