MY FEELINGS UP TO NOW... (28 JAN 09)

My morning sickness is better today. I'm starting to be happy about the pregnancy. I'm just waiting for the blood results to be able to go to antenatal. I'm fearing telling my parents. I am also fearing my job and I'm paying my debt finished now. Up until yesterday I could not eat. I was stuck with KFC mash and gravy, milkshakes, milk and lollipops. I am starting to get a cold though. We have been calling the foetus MONKEY! The guy at work (the daddy) bought me a monkey teddy by Edgars :) ... I didn't tell my parents yet and to be a first time mom is so hard. I dont know were to go or what is going to happen